Bethi-Kynna

I've been away so long, because I am preparing for my first child, Caitlyn. All thoughts, hopes and prayers have been on her. She's not even here yet and she has consumed my life in so many glorious ways! We are excited to say the least, mixed with every other emotion; anxious, hopeful, happy, scared, and so much more! Little by little I have seen our house transformed as we bring in all that she will need and likewise (though not so little) I have seen myself transformed too. I don't know how much I will be on here in the months to come, she is due in December, but I hope to post some things along the way and hope you understand.

I went on a wonderful seven day cruise with my love, it was beautiful, romantic... and fun! Then I found out my husband and I were having a baby, and everything was a whirl of excitement, and nerves. So much to do, so little energy, everything looking to the future. The End (or is it?) So with life in a flux nothing has been drawn to post, (and my scanner isn't working with my computer anyway). But I hope to get something done in the near future. Bear with me guys.

I can't say everything is great or everything is in place, but I can see something forming, something coming together. Hope is a strange thing, it wants to believe the in the second chances (or more), it wants to see what others say is too hard, is too far, is too impossible to come through, to overcome. I can say that while my life has not been easy and as of late, at times, far from easy I have not lost hope, it may have been small and frail but it was there. Now what will come of it is not known, but it's also not in my hands. So I added a new picture all about love, partly from this feeling of something forming and partly because of th